We are good to the core, eternally innocent, and worthy of the 'kingdom'. We are good to the core because Eternal Goodness created us and what is eternal cannot be degraded or upgraded in its essential nature - although at times, as we become more attuned to God - our Source, we would certainly choose new behaviors . We are eternally innocent for Eternal Innocence sired us and eternal seed MUST reflect its creator (God cannot be impure or 'guilty'.) We are worthy of the kingdom because we are all a part of it and, once again, eternal seed MUST reflect its creator (God cannot be unworthy.)
Almost a quarter of a century ago, I began cultivating a new emotional range - one that flows between peace and passion rather than between depression and anger. Few people wanted to be around me way back then, let alone be my friend. I could clear the local food co-op simply by driving by - the workers and volunteers would hear my van and escape out the back door. I knew they had done so instead of being out taking a break, because the Frisbees® had been left behind! Something in me obviously thought that the point of communication was to leave no survivorsand I rarely did. Life was a battle zone and I was on a perpetual search and destroy mission.
After an experience in which I had a dramatically heightened awareness of how it felt to be with me and my own behavior, arranged by God I am now SURE, I made a fervent prayer and declared: "I just want TO BE A BLESSING!" I had a dream in which I saw a wall between myself and others, created by my scared self. It was about 10 or 12 feet high, around seven feet thick and stretched in both directions as far as the eye could see. In my dream, I felt an urging and complied by standing up to the wall and pushing it over. Now, not only would I be vulnerable to others, but I had this sense that together we would travel a road and together we would come to know that we are all one with the One. It would be my life workthe work of my Sacred Self. And, I would somehow be a bridge (still haven't fully figured out what that means!)
I had a series of startling (at the time) mystical experiences, including the visitation of an angel all of which happened when I was 'straight' so I could own them. I came to realize that how I feel and how I behave is my choice. While feeling happy and loving is so much easier around happy, loving people NO ONE can choose how we feel. As the web site expands, we will add information pages about how to begin and practice a precious discipline of focusing on the ideas and thoughts that allow you to tap into a well of peace, joy and wisdom. By submitting your stories/experiences to this web site or just making them known in your own way, you will also be able to help others learn. We are all in this together! We are good to the core, eternally innocent, and worthy of the 'kingdom'.
We are good to the core because Eternal Goodness created us and what is eternal cannot be degraded or upgraded in its essential nature although at times, as we become more attuned to God our Source, we would certainly choose to behave differently. We are eternally innocent for Eternal Innocence sired us and eternal seed MUST reflect its creator (God cannot be impure or 'guilty'.) We are worthy of the kingdom because we are all a part of it and, once again, eternal seed MUST reflect its creator (God cannot be unworthy.)
I have taught classes and written articles about a wide variety of topics which reflect my passion and personal growing edge at that moment. Right now, I am on fire with the To Be A Blessing vision and with teaching/learning how to focus energy and attention so that life becomes a grand and glorious adventure. There was a time when my relatives claimed they should have named me 'vinegar'. There was a time when a few brave souls stood and faced the dragon and let me know it would be nice for all concerned if I would live up to my name. Oh, the sweet, sweet pleasure and gratitude I feel to be repeatedly told: "Honey is the PERFECT name for you - suits you to a 't'."
To all who helped me face and embrace the process of reclaiming my Sacred Self: My mother thanks you, my father thanks you and I thank you. It has been and continues to be a most grand and glorious adventure.
Blessings and Gratitude,
Honey Judith Rubin
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